met zhonghui late last night and chat till the cows come home.. chat at al-ameen 24 hours then still chat as we walked from woodlands al-almeen to sembawang.. was so tired that i gave up and jio him to take a cab.. haha..
we talked about life issues..
i never fail to feel weird whenever i talk about my own life... he said that he sensed a sad inner me.. my logic tells me that i should be happy and contented with life but my inner self is not happy.. just like the way i felt when i spoke to teng when we were on the phone the previous night.. i said that i am getting slightly excited and happy but teng said that i don't sound happy when i said that!.. haha.. paradox...
am i happy?
am i as idealistic as zhonghui describes me? i paint a picture to beautiful and expect too much from life such that i am not happy with life?
so... syed.. u were saying that believing in Allah would make my life more complete?
;)
haiz... what is life?... so significant yet so insignificant...
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