sigh... my mood is like a roller coaster... one moment i'm ok, the other moment i'm not. no wonder it is so difficult for my partner or anyone else to be with me...
but i have to say this.. i can't help it! let it be excuse or what... i just can't help it... sigh
would someone else react like me if given the same situation?
i am ready, but i am not ready
i am anxious, but i am not anxious
i am excited, but i am not excited
shall i or shall i not?
come what may i might be saying, but is this just masking again? i hate going back to my past and i hate masking... i want to be brave to face the world,but i kept going back to my old self of hiding... avoiding...
i want to be who i am.. but who am i?
"if you do not know where you are, you do not know who you are"
who am i? where am i?
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