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UPSET, ANGRY, DISAPPOINTED and DEPRESSED
PART 1(in the general office)

A: "Mdm XX, the sec 1 math classes have not completed the painting of the courts and there is a need for relief"

B: "so you do mutual swop or i do?"

A: "yesterday, my HOD did the relief planning for us"

B: "ok"

Part 2(still in the general office)

B: "by the way, what time was the classes dismissed yesterday?"

A: "oh, other classes was dismissed at 1.45pm (once school is over) but i dismissed my class later cos we were trying to complete the painting."

B: "the kids did not turn up for my musical"

A: "oh, i dismiss the kids who told me that they have to go for melacca trip briefing but no kids come to me to tell me that they have muscial"

B: *sulky face and face down throughout 2nd part of conversation*

Part 3(at the side of the assembly ground when principal is talking)

B: "the paint that you used is oil-based and you need to brief the kids that they should not pour the paint into the sink; the poor cleaner was trying to clean up the mess"

A: "yes, i am aware of it; i will get the kids to clean up after the project"

B: "you need to brief the kids properly about handling the paint; else other people thought that it is me (art department) who made the mess"

A: "ok, i will tell the kids"

Part 4(in the staff lounge)

B: "HOD A, HOD B..."

A: *I continued eating my food since I should not be part of the conversation*

B: "HOD Math, can I have your class allocation of your math teachers?"

C: "Oh, it is not confirmed yet"

B: "Oh, then ask those who is not confirmed to confirm lah"

A: *I continued to eat*

B: "Haha... she can still pretend that she does not know that we are talking about her"
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
forgot to add this episode
C: "ah nya! we wrote the relief needed on the board leh."
B: "oh, is it? oh, sorry loh, wrongly scold you"
A: *I continue to suck thumb and cry in my heart* - bloody bitch, bad mood don't vent on me. i dont owe u anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Life as a teacher...
As I was talking to Ms Wee and wanted to find out more about teaching in my alma mata, i found out a few things...

1) She is of the same age as my mother! rabbit year too!!...

2) She have the same sentiments as me with regards to life as a teacher...

3) She shared the same process as me...

4) She care as much as I do for the society and the children...

5) She as sincere and straightforward as me...

The only differences are...

1) She has taught for decades..

2) She is retiring in 3 years' time..

3) She endures all the changes in moe system, school system, advances in technologies, advances and changes in teaching pedagogies, changes in society's expectation of teachers' role in the society...

girl... is it a shame that you have burn yourself out just in 3 years of service? (alright.. 6 years like you always mention... 1 year contract, 2 years nie, 3 years full-fledged teacher...)moving on... HQ? transfer? POLICE? OBS? no pay leave? resignation? stay in teaching? stay out of teaching and get back when I regain my energy?...LIFE!!!
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Friday, May 16, 2008
HE is coming back!
yeah!!!... HE will be back next friday... but wait!.. idiot.. leave me alone in s'pore for 40 days.. hng.. wanna hammer him..sigh... it's really not easy without him. in the 1st 2 weeks, i was nagging at him when he called me cos i think its gonna cost a bomb. however, when he left for the mountain expedition and did not call me... i was frantic! i tried to go back to my usual self... packing my diary with lots of activities.. so much so that i won't have to think of him... but finally, i still have to break down to clear those frustration.. sigh.. too much to think about sometimes...like wat peng said "huh? relax... you also have to hink of how? just relax lah.."haha... when is this pessimistic girl turning to her old optismistic girl? let's hope, wish and pray together..
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
At the edge of the world
This photo is taken in Cameron Highlands where HE and I went into the misty forest and found this huge, overhanging branch of a tree. Though it is a branch, a part of the tree, it could withhold our weight! I hope this could translate to our relationship... Sometimes, it seems so fragile... However, it could be very STRONG!...
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HE and me
since 01 09 2007...
wish and hope that it will be forever...
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blog?
blogging time???... don't even write in my diary often.. haha... well... try lah
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